Grief:

The grief I have is not being with the people whom I met throughout the year, spend most of time with them. Let it be my friends or whom I love. I'm literally alone. There was this person I met this year and they caused me so much grief I can't explain, but yeah, I am kinda healing rn. These grief won't live with me lifetime but yeah they are present as of when I am writing this blog.

Goals:

I haven't really progressed towards my goals this year, I have wasted a whole year being with the people who don't care about me and aren't even together at this point. I procrastinated the whole year daily thinking about my goals but not really taking a actionable step, upcoming year, I'll fix this all.

Addictions:

I had many bad addictions this year, such as smoking, drinking even it was so rare. Also this attachment with people I had would count as a addiction too. There was one more addiction of which, I am ashamed to talked (it is a taboo topic), which I will talk about at end of next month if I will be able to overcome. I had an an addiction of consuming content mostly because of fomo, which would be stopped for atleast 4 months from now until my NEET examinations are over. Also, I had an addiction of playing free fire which I overcame in 2025, now, for months, I haven't even consumed a short content regarding it, and I am thankful of myself for it, saving countless number of hours.